Biopsy Results- March 10

March 10:  After 2 Mammograms, 1 Ultrasound, and several biopsies, the test results were delivered.  I heard the words no one wants to hear, 'you have breast cancer'.   I had to wait 5 long days after these words for my consultation at the Breast Center with Surgeon, Dr. Liang.  Dr. Liang was very surprised that I found the lump myself.  Word to the wise...a self exam may save your life.  After 15 years of regular mammograms, this was not, I repeat NOT detected by the mammogram!  The ultrasound picked up the 2" mass and the enlarged lymph nodes.  The biopsy of the mass and lymph nodes confirmed that I have breast cancer, stage 2.

March 18:   Pat and I broke the news to Michelle and Patrick.  This was painfully difficult; it was, without a doubt, the hardest conversation we ever had.  We are truly blessed with a supportive network of family and friends.  We will all get through this, together!

March 21:  For those who didn't already know, I am claustrophobic.  My MRI is today.  Now, I've had MRIs in the past and have been 'ok'.  This one, however, was not as I expected.  Besides, the IV which was in my arm, I had lay face down on the MRI table with my head in the face cradle and was moved backwards into the scanner.  The last time I put my head in a face cradle I was relaxed...getting a massage.  Well, there was nothing relaxing about this.  My face was about 2" from the table and my heart was racing.  I could not relax and felt the as though there was a lack of air moving.  The nurse told me not to move or ring the bell she handed me unless it was absolutely necessary.  Otherwise, the test would stop and could not be restarted.  I survived the 30 minute scan even though I never found my "happy place" to relax;   I was so glad it was over.  By the way, the masseuse was at work the following day and I did get my massage.   

March 23:  Today Pat and I will meet with the Oncologist.  Hopefully, my MRI results will be discussed and my treatment plan will be defined.  More importantly, when will treatment begin.

Thanks to all my family and friends for the prayers and support!  I appreciate all your calls, emails, cards and insprirational texts.  Additionally, on Wednesday's my friends at Force 3 will wear pink to show their support for me.  I invite everyone to do the same!